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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Tomorrow you die.

This question has been asked over and over:

How different would our lives look if we lived every day like it was OUR last day to live?

It seems like answers would fall into two categories:

1) selfish route -- do whatever feels good for us, spend every penny we have on ourselves, doing mischievous things to those we despise

2) selfless route -- appreciating all the small things including each breath we take, giving our time and money to others in need, forgiving our enemies and pouring out love to them

It occurred to me today that maybe if this question were asked in a different way, then perhaps there would be no ambiguity in the answers:

How different would our lives look if we lived every day as if each person we came into contact that day was THEIR last day to live?

How much would we pour out our heart and souls to people we don't even care about? What a much more pro-active way to approach relationships. Think about the strength of your reaction if you saw someone that you may either know or don't know die right in front of you? Now think about that same amount of strength in the energy you'd spend on that person as if you know that same person would die tomorrow.


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Rush

Today is the first day that I woke up early, went to the gym, showered, and sat down for quiet time in a long time. I actually had time to listen to birds chirping for ten minutes. It was quite peaceful.

I  haven't made time to reflect like this in a while. Maybe because I've allowing myself to be distracted. I've made some bad choices in my life, and reflecting helps me learn to forgive myself for those choices, think about possible consequences, and gives me more strength not to make those same mistakes again when tempted to. Reflecting also makes me realize the good choices I made and the benefits that came from those choices. What sacrifices have I made that ended up for the better?

All this thinking makes me realize that I need to practice more discipline. The world needs to practice more discipline. We've become so used to rushing things, we don't take the time to slow down and think. In fact, it's the norm in our culture to do things last minute. Some things on my list:

1. Go to bed early. This is the foundation to all of my discipline goals. It's so easy to stay up late playing games or watching movies, browsing the net, whatever. I need to make it a point to shut everything off by 10:30 PM, get in bed and read or sleep.

2. If I go to bed early, I will wake up early. I often try to make it a goal of waking up early, but the secret is just to go to bed early.

3. Go to the gym in the mornings. If I go to bed and wake up early, then I can go to the gym in the mornings and get some exercise. I always feel better throughout the day if I've exercised in the morning

4. Quiet time in the mornings. If I wake up early, I also have time to do my quiet time. That gives me time to prepare myself for the day.

5. Eat breakfast. Breakfast gets me going. If I don't eat in the mornings, I always find myself starving until lunch time. When I'm hungry and tired, it's hard for me to be in a good mood.

6. Reflect / read before bed. Reflection is important to think about the choices I made throughout the day. How I messed up, how I could have affected the people around me more positively, how I could have helped someone in need -- this is one to think about...we often think about helping people in need far away, but what about people that we see daily?

7. Make all of the above a daily goal. The most successful and most fulfilled people in life seem to be some of the most disciplined. We are creatures of habit, and if I can make these goals into habit, then maybe I'll just start feeling a bit more fulfilled :)


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Why is Jesus Christ so popular?

Jesus Christ is probably the most popular person that ever lived, but I'd say Adolph Hitler and Brittney Spears are pretty close. I suppose that an analogy would be: Jesus Christ is to homosapien as Wal-Mart is to shopping center.

Some interesting search numbers from Google'ing the following phrases:

"I hate Jesus" -- 5,990,000

"I love Jesus" -- 7,790,000

"I hate Walmart" -- 2,120,000

"I love Walmart" -- 5,920,000

I'm sure these numbers do not represent the actual number of people that hate/love Jesus and Wal-Mart. The significance of these numbers is to show that any popular figure -- whether it be a person, a shopping center, a Tickle-me-Elmo toy, or whatever -- is going to be loved and hated at the same time. Woe it is to be popular.

Popularity of a figure is the result of an aggregate sum of many individuals whom each find that the figure matters to them first. Then those individuals learn enough about the subject until they form opinions that lead to decisions. These decisions usually involve sharing what they have learned or not sharing at all. In other words, in order for something to gain popularity people have to first care, then they investigate, and finally they share.

How do movies become popular? Interests are peaked, the movie is watched, and the word spreads. Still that doesn't explain what exactly makes it so popular.

So then we come back to the question -- why is Jesus so popular?

In order to understand what makes something popular, I think it's important to understand why it is loved and why it is hated, and if it's a person then what do they say and do that makes them so popular?

There could be hundreds of books that could be written about this subject, so I'll just keep it relatively short and try to summarize answers from my personal life.

Why does Jesus peak my interest?

I believe that the intricacies of the universe is enough evidence in itself to reveal that it was created by a supreme being, namely God. I've heard many explanations from different sides, and creation is the only one that makes sense to me. I also believe that everything is created for a purpose, and that everything happens for a reason.

Jesus claims to be the son of God, performed miraculous acts, and taught many life lessons for all. Therefore, I decided to find out more about Him.

Why do I think people turn away from Jesus?

I think the main reason for me is that Jesus is misrepresented. People who call themselves "Christians" are supposed to be followers of Jesus, but I believe many often misrepresent who He is. On the extreme cases, there are people who stand in the streets trying to scare people into believing -- "Believe or burn in eternal damnation!". There are gay bashers who condemn homosexuals, self-righteous Christians who strut around in "holier-than-thou" and judgemental attitudes, blatant hyprocrites who say one thing and do another, gossipers in the church, and the closed-minded "I'm right, you're wrong" Christians -- the list goes on.

A second reason is perhaps that it is more comfortable to live a God-less life. There are too many "restrictions" of do's and do not's that come with following a God that limit the way people want to live their lives. I definitely fell in this category for a while, but slowly realized that what I wanted were mostly short-term, temporary gains that were usually unhealthy and self-destructive. I realized the "do's" and "dont's" that come with following God hardly ever result in short-term gains, but always end in long-term gains. I relate these spiritual to-do's to physical to-do's. Gotta eat, sleep, and exercise right to stay physically healthy. Gotta follow Jesus to stay spiritually healthy.

A third reason why I believe people are turned away is that they feel that they aren't good enough for God -- that God would not be for them. They feel so far that there's no chance of redemption and no reason for God to love them. I learned that this presumption is false.

Why do I love Jesus?

At first, I questioned His existence, but many historical sources and verify His presence on Earth. Secondly, I didn't really understand the purpose of His life. The Bible says He came as a savior, to die for us and wash away our sins, but I didn't understand what that really meant.

As I started to investigate more, I began to learn what love, grace, and redemption was really about. I started to see how selfish I was and how my sins were hurting myself and others. I ultimately needed saving from myself, which I knew is already offered on the cross for everyone in the world.

It also occurred to me that God meets people where they are in their lives. Every leader has to meet a new follower where they are. A drum teacher can't expect to teach someone that knows nothing about drums to play without starting at the student's level. God met us at our level in the form of a human (Jesus Christ) to identify with us, to be tempted like us, to teach us the way to true happiness, and to offer redemption to his people.

Although I still recognize that I'm grossly flawed, I feel more at peace with myself knowing that God has unconditional love for me, and that I am forgiven through having a relationship with Him through Christ. This growing relationship has taught me to be more patient, more understanding, less selfish, more open-minded, more accepting of others, and less anxious. Do I still make mistakes? Definitely. Do I still have problems come my way? Of course. Am I perfect? Definitely not. Have I grown? Yes.

I will always be in the investigation stage because getting to know someone is an endless journey, but I've learned enough to make a decision, and that is to follow Him.


Thursday, October 16, 2008

Choosing Friends

I'm in a stage of life now where I'm definitely a different person than who I was a year ago. I can say for sure that I've grown, or at least grown past some of the things that I used to do. Call it getting old, call it getting wiser? I guess what I would call it is living a healthier, happier lifestyle. Not such physical health, but spiritual, emotional, and mentally as well. Health = Happiness.

One thing that I've thought about as I walk along my path is all the different relationships I've had with people. Along the way, I have let a lot of relationships slide, but at the same time I have formed bridges and grown new relationships. It is impossible to maintain all relationships at the same level.

People come and go. That's life. So who should you choose to really spend your time with? Who is worth your giving your time and energy to? The closest friends you have the the ones you spend the most time with.

I've asked myself this question that helped in determining my answer. Which relationships if I kept would ultimately help me grow, and which relationships would leave me more broken?

Life is all about relationships. God created us to love Him and love others. Whom can you be friends with and learn to live life better?


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Simple money management

One rule:

Don't borrow money you don't have and can't pay back for things you don't need to impress people you don't like.



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